A public apology...

On the Blind Side...when the mom has to say the husband is right...he asks her what those words taste like in her mouth...she says "Like vinegar"...
I know how she feels...now, I do not like to be wrong. I do not like to be made a fool of nor lied to...and I most assuredly do not like bringing aid and support to a cause then finding out things are not "exactly" like they are made out to be...by whomever....
When I am wrong, I feel compelled to admit it, when I have made a mistake, I feel, as a God fearing soul, I must apologize to anyone I have hurt and humbly pray that not only the Lord will forgive me but any human my mistake touched or harmed.
With this said...and a deep gulp taken here.... I say to you all, I made a mistake with one of our Blue pages/cases. Ethan Hyatt in Oklahoma was not/is not a case the Blue Soldiers needed to be involved in. Ethan did not die from abuse, his death, although tragic, was accidental and no one should have let his death become the war it became. This is, at least, what I have come to believe as I have now viewed documents and listened, for once, to the tale from every side I think possible, including the opinion/findings of a fine officer in law enforcement (in Oklahoma), one I have trusted for years. I am a grandparent myself, I hold no ill will towards a grieving grandparent for fighting vigilantly for a precious angel, missed beyond measure... I, myself, have fought as hard for children I have never held, never kissed...so I understand.
The Blue Soldiers came together for one reason, to protect children, to save babies, to assist in the spreading of awareness, pursuing justice for each and every child abused, murdered, raped...we have not been wrong about many cases...only 2 in fact. One, we busted in GA within 2 weeks...
No one is being accused of being dishonest, hurtful or deceitful purposefully...no one is being blamed for anything lest me for not doing my homework, me...for continuing to support the cause even when it was clearly damaging the Blue reputation (because of certain accusations against Ethan's father). I have a hard head. I don't back down and I still maintain that EVEN if Ethan's father has a serious record within the sex offender scope, AND Ethan had in fact died from abuse, I would STILL fight for the child. I allowed my better judgement to be silenced as I battled my own demons, I even allowed new enemies to be formed through my support, through asking my trusted supporters & followers to campaign for arrests, charges...
I was wrong. It won't happen again. I have pondered this in my absence from FB, I have prayed, I asked for answers, I received finally what I asked for... and I am pretty upset with myself for not doing my job myself...
Mandy Simpson, I ask for your forgiveness. I am apologizing on the behalf of the Blue Soldiers...I offer my deepest sympathy for your loss and I humbly ask that you understand my only concern was for your son, Ethan...I wish I had been able to see this for what it was long ago but my eyes were on other things, my heart tied so wholly to Conrad, MerSadie, David, Daniel, Izzy, Seraphina, Lily....that I did not look at you as a possible innocent. Whatever comes of this, whatever the future holds for you and your children, I wish you the best, I have asked that all the edits of your Ethan be taken down from Blue pages and his Blue Justice page is already down. I am sorry for standing on the wrong side and I hope you can at least respect me for admitting my lack of vigilance for the truth on this case. The Blue Soldiers will not be acting in cooperation with JFE or any other group pushing for further investigation. May you find peace in the loss of your son.

Well, that's it for today....I will be publishing the definition of a Blue Soldier tomorrow. You shall be surprised...

God Bless you all xo MB

Take note...

He who passively accepts evil is as much involved in it as he who helps to perpetrate it. He who accepts evil without protesting against it is really cooperating with it.


A great man spoke those words and he probably knew at the time he would die for starting the fire... he probably knew he would give his life so that others may reap the benefits of his war....his peaceful words, his dreams, his very life was silenced because he believed he could change the world...
He did change the world... they may have cut him down but they could never stop the wave he had set forth...

What can you, as one person, do to change the world we live in? Go to change.org and just take a look at ALL the petitions going....criminal justice, child abuse, environmental issues, animal advocacy...

If you don't like the world you live in THEN DO SOMETHING about IT. Children are being beaten to death, teens shot for being in the wrong neighborhood....babies are being raped, mothers slaughtered....soldiers are going postal, teachers are torturing students, grown men are raping and killing rampantly while teens who defend themselves against monsters sit in prison... mothers are choosing men over their own flesh, grandmothers are selling their families for drugs...IS THIS A WORLD YOU ACCEPT? Personally, I don't give a rat's ass right now about gay marriage, dolphins, climate change or the damn Republican ticket...UNTIL you can show me a candidate that WILL DO SOMETHING for the CHILDREN being slaughtered in this nation...UNTIL all the other activists on warpaths AGREE that the children should COME first, UNTIL the "celebrities of this world" GET THEIR SHIT together and aid the ones without a voice...I don't wanna hear it. Either help me stop child abuse....or be gone. Thanks xo

Watch me fly...

Hello world :D

I haven't been posting here regularly but as every "follower" of this blog knows, I have been working on a better way, a simpler way, a non FB way to communicate our VOICE. I have to tell you folks that Twitter has impressed Mama...Digg is a fine source of sharing actual news, not drama...I find Pinterest to be very calming and actually enjoyable... WordPress can be linked to Twitter and thus can be shared with the masses thru TweetDeck...all of this I can do safely and without the hateraid corp getting to me. If FB did it's job at security and followed through with it's "community standards" rules, it could probably still be a great social tool. The ONLY reason my TweetDeck touches FB is because I had so many emails and texts about being missed by the blue army my voice gathered that I gave in and linked the two. Now... this doesn't mean the hater clubs of America aren't avidly stalking, its just means I don't care and I refuse to acknowledge their existence. I have now been drama free for 39 days...my family sees a change, my doctor sees a change and my angels...they gather about me daily now and I see the change. Our cause, my calling...has grown, believe it or not...we are about to launch a series of PSA's for the babies...we have our new logo and decals designed, the association is growing locally and I will proudly share the new web page and forum when it is ready (I really hate those under construction oopsies)
I no longer control the "Blue Soldiers". I consult with the ones who do, I promote within the group but I no longer desire to be the leader of anything based on FB. I am honored that there are those of you that followed because you believe in me...I am touched every time I get a message from you (honestly). I hope you will all remain supportive of the current Blue Soldier group...I pray you will follow me to the next phase...I know you will aid me in my pursuit to save each and every child we can...together.

I once announced what my past was...I once thought that my past defined me...I fell victim to the devil's games and almost became that woman. I did it because I stopped listening to the angels & I stopped letting Jesus take the wheel. I let my own anger and my own pride lead me to engage in a petty argument with an insane group of losers. I have already asked the Lord for forgiveness, I am now asking you all for the same. I let my past define who I was. This is behind me as I have found more grace than I ever thought possible in the sheer quietness I forced myself to live in. God Bless you all, please continue to fight for the babies...

Til next time... Light the Night and End Child Abuse xo

Ramblings of a rogue

SO yeah....I am apparently a Gen X sorta Mama...yet I was raised by the G.I. Generation, not by my mom but my grandparents. So I think differently maybe...So even though I have been a rebel most of my life...I still hold to certain beliefs, certain styles that are long past are still bred into me... Maybe that explains a lot...

Currently...
Rush Limbaugh? Really? WTH is up with the rampant stupidity that reigns supreme in the land of governMENt?? Urm...Santorum? Seriously? Do either of these people know it is 2012 and women vote? Smdh...
Storm victims... praying with all my might that there is no further suffering, no more lost lives...no more destruction for the areas hit... Wow :'(
The New Orleans Saints had a bounty system... Ok. You think they are the only ones? Seriously? Grown men kicking the shit out of each other for sport...and making side bets...bounties....jokes...drinking beer together after they kick the shit out of each other...for sport. It happens. Its a man's world, darlin.... either adjust your goggles or look the other way... It is a violent sport for spectators... It IS a violent sport ....oh never mind...if I have to explain, you probably wouldnt understand...
Birth control... Well, seeing as that my life leads me down a path where I see children who were probably never wanted being beaten, raped and burnt by their own kin...I think I would have to say I am ALL FOR giving any woman birth control, getting the true meaning of mother somehow pelted into weak minds and tattered souls...yes, even abortion should be offered before we allow children to be born to humans with no soul...Take it for what it's worth...it's better than them being slaughtered before they ever get the chance to become teens... smdh again...

I have found that Twitter is cool...gotta build a network but very pleasing to get to share without the blech of you know where book :D Blogging? It's liking talking to yourself...yeah... and now the Pinterestin' thingie...I kinda like visual rather than blabbity blab so I am IN... I would like very much to hear from any of you that may have new petitions floating about...email them to me for signaturage please: universalbluejustice@gmail.com

The Lord has healed a broken spirit...he has given new purpose to the now rested voice... I pray I can shout loud enough to draw the attention he seeks...I pray for his guidance, his grace and his favor...and I pray for you all... God Bless - til next time - mwah xoxo MB